yesterday today bla bla bla.
Skipped school again.
Met up with sayang, so we had our chicken with mushrooms hotplate, yum-ness!
My stomach have been hurting since monday because of PE lessons, i finally did my Napfa, just half of it at least.
Shit i think im gonna die during 2.4 and chin ups,with all those cigarettes puffing up my lungs.

Anyway 26th was my lil sister's 10th birthday.
senandung malamnya semalam, yerp was with my andiks bros when had to tigten up my bike's chains cox i wasnt smooth at all and it keeps making that shesssh sound.
Abundance thanks to ahgengko for teaching me a thing or two about tightening chains.
training was a blast.keeps getting moderate but it'll works for me except my throat keeps bleeding everytime i reach home from training. must stop pumping my voice so forcefully.

Today was whole day at home checking my RCK FB and stuff. bored. watch HBO .
Funny thing is the movies there made me think of old times..
Rock music, wrestling, following dreams.. hmm.. maybe i ought to start thinking of my future cox things are getting ex.

like 2kg chix wings at 8.90! what's the justice in that?
i know cox i went grocery shopping for my mom just now. see ya guys.im off to enjoy my chicken rendang which i cooked just now . hehe yumm!!

Hello, Wadiah here :) Raffian's super lazy to blog nowadays and that explains all the surveys he did in the previous posts haha! So he asked me to help him out instead. I'll try my best to blog like him. Bismillah..

During the fasting month, he was eager to get a bike, and a bike he was granted. So I decided to called it Ah Kun cos that was the name of the guy who sold him that bike. He insisted it to be called Oakleynawa but I think that Ah Kun sounds cuter haha! Die geram ajer hahaha. Okay next up, Raya is finally here, and this is the first time we're celebrating Raya as a couple and also with Ah Kun.
Hmmm I have no idea of what to blog already. Anyways, on behalf of Raffian, I'd like to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims and maaf zahir dan batin :) Do forgive us if we've ever hurt you or whoever whether it's on purpose or not.

Alright I better log off now. Assalamualaikum!!

1)What's his/her full name?
- Nurwadi'ah Bte Mohamed Yusof
2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- durh, it's me.
3) Do you know a secret about him/her?
- Yup.
4)Is this person older than you?
- nope.
5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
- hmm.. Eggs.
6) When was the last time you thought of him/her?
- Every moment since the day i met her.
7) Do you have a nickname for each other?
- My miss wadi the dendeng girl.
8) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
- 16 hours daily. 8 hours i'm asleep. hehe.
9) Why is this person your 1st featured?
- Coz she will always be my baby.
10) Have you seen this person cry?
- yup, i made her :(
11) How long have you known this person?
- Coming to a year.
12) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
- Yars
13) Have you ever watched movies at his/her place?
- Yes. JUMPER!
14) If you ever moved away would you leave her/he ?
- HELL no!
15) Have you ever given this person something?
- I've given her my life, every breath every touch it's hers to take :)
16) Have you ever done something really stupid with this person?
- As in really stupid? nope just plain stupid stuffs only..
17) What is it that you love doing with this person?
- Everything. i just love her to be around me.
18) Do you hate anything about him/her?
- nope . not yet hehe...
19) Do you know everything about this person?
- Not everything, come on.
20) Do you know this person's shoe size?
- 7.
21) Have you ever worn this person's clothes ?
- tried on her sweater once, but cant fit. :)
22) Have you ever heard this person sing?
- yup..
23) Have you and this person ever had a fight?
- which couple hasn't had a fight?
24) Have you and this person went WHAT ?
- ?
25) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
- yes :)
26) Do you and this person talk a lot?
- yup.
27) Have you kicked this person?
- Yes. hehe pain = pleasure haha.
28) Do you love this person?
- Such an obvious question. next ques.
29) Do you want to be with him/her forever?
- Definately. We already had plans. :)
30) Why?
- Cause I love her so so so so so so so freaking much!

So why aren't you in love with your ex anymore?
; Because i forgot who was my latest EX. :)

Who do you sit next to in your English class?
; It's been 18 months since i had english class.

Are you generally a happy person?
; Yup. I like to smile. haha.

Who's in your profile picture with you?
; Facebook profile eh, my carrot cakes. :)

What color shirt are you wearing?
; Lumut Green

Where will you be in a hour?
; Bed.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
; My Mother obviously kene kejut sahur!

Why did you last smile?
; Because I saw an old bapok shouting miang-ly!

How do you feel right now?
; A bit Horny ! haha

Are you good at making new friends?
; yup. i talk, when they smile at me.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
; Yes. It's complicated. sometimes you know them, but they dunno you. irritating.

Are you wearing makeup?
; Obvious siak!

Will this Sunday be a good one?
; YEah planning to jual 8 carton dendeng!! woooo..

When will your next kiss be?
; Today after azan! hehehe.

If you could move to Africa would you?
; never.irritating pe.

Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
; Well, let me see. once only. dah relek ar skrg.

Are promises important to you?
; Yes.Keeping to ones words can lead to a whole new ball game. trust me!

Would you ever tell someone you loved them first?
; Yes,sebab aku tak tahu malu.

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
; NurWadi'ah Yusof. <3

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
; EH! AMCM!!!!

Will you be in a relationship next month?
; DUrh..

Do you love anyone right now?
; Yes. i love everyone. :)

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
; WADI WADI WADI!
:)

What is your favorite number?
; ONE , SATU , EIK , UNO

Would you consider having that many kids?
; no i want 3 kids :)

Do you ever write notes on your hand?
; No, so kental!

Are you violent?
; nope, im softhearted *EVIL GRIN HERE*

Are you once teacher's pet?
; Pernah. BODEK BODEK BODEK!

Can you vote next election?
; dunno dun care. NOt into politics man.

What made you decide to wear the outfit you wore today?
; Cause i wanna follow my WADI. :)

Have you ever done yoga?
; Nope...

What's your favorite color gummy bear?
; Everycolour, cox it's yummy

Would you have sex on the first date?
; erm.hmm... tough one..

What is the name of the hottest guy/girl at your school?
; Hottest girl? hmm.. bnyk sgt candidate, tapi semua minahs lah.
Hottest guy? hmm.. the guys at the gym, who sweats alot luh. tu pasal dorg "HOT" :)

What smiley represents how your day was/is going to be?
; :) (simple smile)

Do you prefer fast paced dancing or slow dancing?
; Preferred fast paced. *shake uh shake* **winkz** mcm kenal je...

Have you ever fallen asleep while driving?
; yes. tapi accident pasal bende lain. DAMN!

Do you believe that you should fight for love?
; BATTLEFIELD, BATTLEFIELD, BATTLEFIELD... haha

Where did you last kiss someone?
; TOo many kisses to remember...

Have you ever felt like you lost?
; LOST? HUH? like now issit..?

Can you take this without deleting any questions?
; yes.No Prob babe.

What grade is the last person you kissed in?
; Grade A :) Passionate yet sweet .. urm urm... YUMMY!

What's something you really want right now?
; Buka puase with her parents. :(

Who was the last person to dissappoint you?
; Myself.:(

What were you doing at 2:00 this morning?
; Eating my sahur.. :)

Do you wear glasses or contacts?
Glasses definately.

Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
; On her side always..

Are you going on vacation this coming summer?
; I wish i have the money to do so. hmm.. Bintan Resorts.

Waiting for someone to call?
; No, not really..

Do you have plans for tmr?
; Work.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing
; DAD.

Do you still talk to the last person you dated?
; The last person I dated was now my bestfriend/girlfriend/Fiancee :)

Have you ever kissed a complete stranger?
; haha! nak try jugak cium banglah suddenly

What was the last thing you drank?
; GreenTea out of the 1.5L bottle :)

What is for dinner tonight?
; Dendeng definately plus.. hmm...

Does your last ex miss you?
; Still dont remember who. SERIOUSLY. Not avoiding this ques lah...

Does anyone love you?
; I think so yes,cause i still have my life mah..if ppl dont, i'll probably be dead.

Have you ever had a real kiss with anyone whose name started with an L, K, J, A, T, M.
; Real kiss? NO.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kiss?
; HAHA complicating nye.. dunoo.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
; Depends, if they really deserve it.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
; Hmm.. Nope.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
; Literally lived? im living right now, with her.

Missing someone you shouldn't be?
; Yup. Adek2 at Batam :(

What did your day consist of?
; Wadiah, WOrk, Food. :)

Have you ever been heartbroken?
; Yes, humans learnt from errors lah, for without errors the truth shall be hidden.

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
; Yeah. Like the F**K ing guys that are texting and bothering her. Naseb baik bulan baik ni..

Do you have a best friend?
; Azri. Andi. Wadi. -i, -i ,-i semuanyer.. haha

So far, which school year has been the best?
; 2007 definately.. :(

Do you hate anyone?
; "Hate is really a strong word", nice one farahD ! haha..

Do you sing in the shower?
; Yup. Who agrees, we sound good in our bathrooms raise your hands? :)

How old will you be in 10 months?
; 19 years and 11 months. if im not wrong.

Do you think you'll be married by then?
; Nope. too soon.

Who was the last person to call you?
; Call? Wandi burger, haha random siak kul 3 pagy.

What's your ringtone?
; SOmeBOdy call 911.. :)

Are your parents married/divorced/separate?
; Divorced and separated.

How many countries have you lived in?
; Only Singapore

What was the last thing you ate?
; Dendeng :)

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
; Nah.. mine's special haha

Do you know any other languages?
; A lil bit of Mandarin, Indon, German, Thai, Cambodian, Spanish.
Serious eh, aku tak bohong.. jangan irritating

Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
; Pool.

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
; Leisure. like Movies and pool and stuffs, buang duit jer, tapi best.

Do you wear any jewelry?
; Magnetic bracelet to improve my blood circulation.

What is your favorite TV show?
; Family guy.

Who do you agree with the most on things?
; Mum.

Name of the last person you texted?
; Daren Setria, BAPAK aku.

Is it easy to make you cry?
; Nope. SOlid uh kirekan haha..

Is it hard to trust others?
; hmm.. tricky. yes, it's hard.

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
; For now, just enough.

Do you consider yourself lucky?
; Luck equals opportunity plus effort,given the opportunity, i shall really put my best efforts to which i believe most.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
; No. im open-minded.

I bet you're thinking of someone now?
; Yes, everytime.

Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
; Better. Feeling Superb.
;)

Do you tell people you're ok when you're really not?
; Yeah,sometimes.

Have you ever felt worthless?
; Yeah.:( who doesn't

Have your friends met your parents?
; Yerp. :)

When is the last time you saw fireworks?
; 9th August.

Are you taller than your mom?
; yes lah.

What are you planning on doing after filling this out?
; take a nap.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
; No. if im mad i just throw tantrums to the nearest person.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
; No. She's worth it. trust me. i know.

Explain the last time you threw up.
; last year maybe?

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
; With Fate, YEah insyallah

Yerp with that i end this freakingly long survey i stole from Farah hehe...

Firstly i would like to extend my greatest gratitude to all those who have helped me pull through this traumatic incident which gave a scare to lotsa people. Thanks guys so much. Thank my mum for being there for me all the way, really sorry to have broken her heart. I kinda broke her law. haiya need to be careful next tyme.
So yesterday's yesterday wadi came to visit me, i was damn hungry so she bought me chicken rice~ thanks baby! sengaje actually semalam nak u suapkan..! haha. yar. then i karaoke-d and played scrabble yesterday. lazy to blog uh nowadays.. haiz.
But i'm ok people! tak yah nak cakap sampai inalillah per! haha! maseh hidop lagy siak.. ni gambar2 hodoh from wadi.

Feelings could not be expressed to its fullest.Through the test of time, rough roots of emotions,similar to the waves of an angry ocean will eventually happen.Sometimes we're enjoying the light breeze caressing our face,the next we mourn in fear of a storm approaching.Within ones heart,deep inside lies a silent sadness which he habours.It dwells amongst the happiness left in him.However depressed one becomes,he still have to have the courage to move on and accept whatever obstacles thrown to him, he shall stand his ground. Having faith and trust?it can only occur when effort is put in, he realised the mistakes and engaged for a better change.A better future. With that he end his thirst of love he cant have, hope that it can once again reappear. Hoping.


Goodbye love , I will always love you.

The brothers whom i thought i've lost long ago. They gave me back my strength, they were there when i needed them, and we had damn loads of fun together. Been a while since i last unleashed my childish, foolish and nonsensical script and i finally did.Good times for us, as each other starts to part to a new chapter of life itself, National Services, New schools and some undergoing the A levels' stress. Im glad that in this book of friendship, we made our mark as we settled at Marina Square to have our all time sec sch Fav. makan place: the chicken cutlet rice shop and we did a little shopping.Pooled and we departed to our next destination, we headed to iman's hse for a good game of RISK.


The follwing event was when i stumble upon the guys at raffles shopping, where shopping was a must! :) we then headed to pasir panjang food court to eat our SEAFOOD dinner YUm!

We headed to bukit batok for a nice game of pool and bowling.We ran ridiculously to catch our last bus back 12 midnight and headed to man's place for a good rest. i will never forget this wonderful journey in my unpredctable life.I love my friends.

Today was like argh!
Everyone was with their own ways, Fucked up lah.
Met a business client who wanted to make $3500 per month but cant be bothered. i mean what the hell is wrong with you.Wasted 2hrs of my life with you. Whatever bitch.
So close to my multiplex income yet so far away it seems, i should finish up on the book i am reading, guess gonna get more inspiration there. Fuck i need a bike!

PS this song by EMINEM calms me down, it expresses the way im feeling.